It's been a wild ride.

I got a new journal hahavicki. </span>

I've decided to stop writing in here. I'm not going to delete it because I have two years worth of stuff in here.

Later.

I over react a lot.

I analyze what people say too deeply.

When I'm mad, I speed hardcore.

I have no money, but I need to buy things.

I know my dad will say no again if I ask if I can get a job.

I want to go have fun tomorrow night, but have no one to have it with.

I wish I could do good make-up, but I have no skill.

I love Steven Black.

I have no clue what's going on in Gulliver's Travels.

I still and forever will hate Algebra II.

I hate how my brother is such a guy.

I love the songs from Annie.

The school crowds make me nervous.

I'm getting better about not being nervous at the mall.

I get really scared if I hear about or see a fight.

I wish life would stop trying to screw so many good people over.

Duh.

FUCKIN.

I say some stupid ass shit. I wish I had a little midget that would hit me really hard every time I did. I was like, "Isn't the KKK a government program or something?!" to my 5th period class, which has like 5 or 6 black folks. And I got the death stare. FUCK. I'm gonna get jumpped.

If you are reading this, PLEASE MOTHERFUCKIN COMMENT. I haven't gotten a comment in YEARS.

I sit by byself at lunch. Oh yea. In the lunch were the most people I know are in there and I sit by myself. I'm going to eat lunch in the bathroom like Lindsay Lohan does. AND THEN THROW IT UP LIKE SHE DOES!

I need a coconut rum shot. Those are delicious.

This weekend. Plans? None. Need somewhere to go and party? ME. Invitations...

I need a crash course in smart world because right now, I'm not living in it.

A.Age you lost your virginity?
Never...

B.Birthday?
September 12th.

C.Car of your dreams?
1968 Corvette.

D.Dad's name?
Christopher Rex.

E.Easiest person to make you laugh?
Shelby. Justin.

F.Food you eat most?
Flamin Hot Cheetos.

G.Are you ghetto?
At certain times, yes.

H.Hungry?

YYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

I.Interesting fact people don't know about you?
I've walked my carpet in my room down because I walk back and forth anytime I'm in there.

J.Jumped in a pool with all your clothes on?
No.

K.Kissing with eyes open or closed?
Closed.

L.Last time you did something "bad"?
Can't remember.

M.Most memorable moment you can think of in a minute?
HAHA. At the old house, mom and dad would garden like no other. One day, Justin and I were standing at the backdoor trying to talk to mom and she had a glass of ice water. We thought she was going to drink it, but she just dumped it all on her head.

N.Nicknames?
Icky. Vicki. VickiCrunk. BitchAssVicki.

O.Outgoing or not?
Depends on who I'm with. But usually, no.

P.Person you last hooked up with?
Jesus....UM...I can't remember. It's been too long.

Q.Quote?
"Be happy you are living, for you are a long time dead."--Scottish Proverb.

R.Reason for living?
To make something of myself.

S.Song you last sang out loud?
1-2 Step by Ciara.

T.Time you woke up?
2:04. Like an hour ago.

U.U like to sing soft or loud?
LOUD.

V.Vegetable you hate most? I used to love green beans, but now I despise them.

W.What are you most afraid of?
Death. And flys. Flys are GROSS.

X.X-rated current love life?
Don't think so.

Y.Yellowcard or Green Day?
I like the old Green Day.

Z.Zodiac Sign
Virgo. But I'm the opposite of what the magazines always say.

I got a haircut.

You'll see it when you see it.

Fuckers.

Well.

Leftovers of Christmas dinner has filled my belly.

I got 100 dollars and Batman Begins. Fuck yea.

We were going to go to G-ma Holloway's, but she's sick. Every time we want to visit her, she's not feeling well. That's okay. She's 88. I'll accept her excuses.

PEYTON MANNING HAS A MYSPACE. WHAT THE FUCK?!

To everyone that reads this, have a Merry Christmas. I may hate it, but the least I can do is wish you a good one.

You've got it goodest of all.

I'm getting really tired of hearing the same music everywhere I go.

How much you've changed

Take this quiz, post the results, and see how much things have changed since then.

5 YEARS AGO

How old were you?: 13

What school year were you in?: 8th

Where did you go to school?: Appling Middle

Where did you work?: No where.

where did u live?: Bartlett.

Where did you hang out?: At the Hollywood Cinema.

How was your hair style?: It had blue streaks in it at the beginning of the year, but the prinicpal made me change it.

Did you wear braces?: No.

Did you wear glasses?: No.

Who was your best friend?: Stephanie.

Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend?: No one.

Who was your celebrity crush?: Can't remember.

Who was your regular-person crush?: HAHA...Some guy...I can't remember his name. Brennen or something like that.

How many piercings did you have?: Four.

How many tattoos did you have?: Zero.

What was your favorite band?: HAHA...Fluid.

What was your biggest fear?: Fuck. Nothing.

Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: Yes.

Had you gotten drunk or high yet? Yes.

Had you driven yet?: No.

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How old are you?: 17

What school year are you in?: 12th

Where do you go to school?: Bolton

Where do u live?: Bartlett. Northern Bartlett.

Where do you hang out?: My house.

How is your hair style?: Boring.

Do you wear glasses?: I should.

Who is your best friend?: My brother.

Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?: No one.

Who is your celebrity crush?: RYAN GOSLING.

Who is your regular-person crush?: Nobody right now.

How many tattoos do you have?: Zero.

How many piercings do you have?: Four.

What is your favorite band?: Shit. Too many.

What is your biggest fear?: Life.

Have you driven yet?: So much that I don't want to anymore.

Have you smoked a cigarette yet?: Duh.

Have you gotten drunk or high yet?: Oh...come on.

The Colts lost.


Excuse me while I go hang myself.

I don't go back to that place until January 3rd.







Ha.

Hi, my name is Vicki. I'm a fuck-up. Everytime I think my life is going great, I find out something shitty. Currently, I might not get to graduate. I always think I'm right when everything I do and say is wrong. I sit at home every weekend with nothing to do and no one to do anything with. I'm going to end up being just like my parents.

Sorry to also inform you, John, but I will in some way ruin you. So don't get to know me. Because it's not worth it.

Also, John, don't have any romantic feelings for me because I won't return them because I'm too scared and paranoid to be in a relationship.

Thanks for your time.

So tired.

Nailed the English and Reading. Probably failed the Math and Science.

Such are the woes of me.

Want to sleep. It's too bright outside.

Too cold. Tired of cold. Want warmth. Need warmth.

Besides 5th period, I had a horrible day.

My stomach hurts.

I have to draw 3 things for my presentation on Tuesday. Why do I have to do it? Cause everyone in my group kept bitching about how they can't draw and how they don't have any free time. And I got really pissed and said I'd do it. Bad decision.

Both the Giants and the Colts play today. I will be watching. LOVE me some football.

I'm so tired of everything.

Yes, there were times, I'm sure you know....

When I bit off more than I could chew....

But through it all when there was doubt....

I ate it up and spit it out.

Cleaning is such a bitch.








Yet, I live for it.

Cooking all day to eat for maybe 15 minutes.









What a rip-off.

This is how I feel right now-----














Exactly.

And you go home and you cry and you want to die.